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    September 19

    The Beatles

     

       The Beatles - While my guitar gently weeps

       I look at you all see the love there that's sleeping 
       While my guitar gently weeps 
       I look at the floor and I see it need sweeping
       Still my guitar gently weeps 

       I don't know why nobody told you 
       how to unfold you love 
       I don't know how someone controlled you 
       they bought and sold you 

       I look at the world and I notice it's turning 
       While my guitar gently weeps 
       With every mistake we must surely be learning 
       Still my guitar gently weeps 

       I don't know how you were diverted 
       you were perverted too 
       I don't know how you were inverted 
       no one alerted you

       I look at you all see the love there that's sleeping
       While my guitar gently weeps
       I look at you all
       Still my guitar gently weeps

       Oh, oh, oh
       oh oh oh oh oh oh oh 
       Yeah yeah yeah yeah 

          


    September 15

    Friedrich Nietzsche

    After a Nocturnal Thunderstorm

    Today you hang as misty cover
    Around my window, goddess of dark cloud,
    Ashen flakes eerily hover
    To a roaring brook's angry sound.

    O amid your sudden lightning flashes,
    When your untamed thunder boomed,
    In valleys poisoned and noxious,
    Your death-drink, sorceress, was brewed!

    At midnight, shuddering, your howling cries
    Awoke me with a jolt,
    You reached, with blazing eyes,
    For a piercing thunderbolt.

    Rushed to my empty bed at last,
    Fully armored, weapons drawn,
    Struck your chain mail against the glass,
    And spoke: "Now hear what I am!

    I'm the Amazon, eternal and great,
    Never dovelike, weak or womanly —
    Warrioress full of scorn and manly hate,
    The victress and the tigress, equally!

    Where I tread, I trample corpses,
    In my brain, poison thoughts do flow,
    With fierce grim eyes, I hurl torches,
    Now kneel, worm—pray! Or melt in my mad glow!



    The Little Witch

    As long as I'm still pretty,
    It's still worth being pious.
    One knows, God loves a woman,
    A pretty one to boot.
    He will surely forgive
    The dutiful monk
    That he, like many a monk,
    Likes to be with me.

    No gray church father!
    No, still young and usually blushing,
    Often like the graying tomcat
    Rife with jealousy and want!
    He doesn't love the aged,
    I don't love old men:
    How whimsical and wise
    Is God's design!

    The church knows how to live,
    It tries the heart and face.
    That's the way he sees me and forgives —
    Indeed, who does not forgive me!
    One lisps with a little whisper,
    One curtsies and departs
    And with a new little sin
    One wipes away the old.

    Praise be to God on earth,
    Who loves pretty maidens
    And gladly forgives himself
    Affairs of the heart!
    As long as I'm still pretty,
    It's still worth being pious:
    When I'm an old wobbly woman
    May the devil take me!
    Prince Vogelfrei

    On a crooked branch I sway
    On a knoll high above the sea:
    A bird invited me to stay;
    I flew to its nest to rest today,
    And beat my little wings for me.

    The white sea stretches, fast asleep,
    It sleeps with me through each pain and hurt.
    Forgotten aims and harbors deep,
    I forget fear, praise, and punishment steep.
    Now I fly after every bird.

    Step upon step—this is not existence!
    This pace is heavy and unrefined!
    The breeze lifts me up without resistance:
    I love it, on wings floating to the distance
    I leave all birds behind.

    Reason?—that is bad business:
    Reason and tongue stumble just the same!
    Flight teaches me a new art—yes,
    I learn a more beautiful business,
    Song, joke and the melody-game.

    To think in solitude—that is wise.
    To sing in solitude—that is foolish!
    Hence listen to me: you'll hear my cries
    Filling the quiet beneath the skies,
    Among the birds, a beautiful wish.



    August 25

    Tomas Albinoni - Adagio in G-minor (performed by Doors)

       
    August 23

    The Doors


         The Doors    
     

    *Waiting for the sun*

    At first flash of Eden, we race down to the sea.
    Standing there on Freedom's Shore.
    Waiting for the Sun (3x)
    Can you feel it now that spring has come.
    And it's time to live in the scattered sun.
    Waiting for the Sun (3x, pause, again slower)
    Waiting.... Waiting.... Waiting.... Waiting.... (2x)
    Waiting for you to - come along
    Waiting for you to - hear my song
    Waiting for you to - come along
    Waiting for you to - tell me what went wrong
    This is the strangest life I've ever known.
    YEAH! (Riff 8x)
    Can you feel it now that spring has come.
    And it's time to live in the scattered sun.
    Waiting for the Sun (3x)
    Waiting... for... the suuuuun. (Riff 2x)

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       Jim Morrison
       John Densmore
       Ray Manzarek
       Robby Krieger

    *Strange Days*

    Strange days have found us
    Strange days have tracked us down
    They're going to destroy
    Our casual joys
    We shall go on playing or find a new town
    Yeah!

    Strange eyes fill strange rooms
    Voices will signal their tired end
    The hostess is grinning,
    Her guests sleep from sinning
    Hear me talk of sin and you know this is it
    Yeah!

    Strange days have found us
    And through their strange hours we linger alone
    Bodies confused
    Memories misused
    As we run from the day to a strange night of stone
     

     
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    August 20

    The Beloved - Sweet Harmony

     
     

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    The Beloved - Sweet harmony

    Is it right or wrong
    Try to find a place
    We can all belong?
    Be as one
    Try to get on by
    If we unify?
    We should really try

    All this time
    Spinning round and round
    Made the same mistakes
    That we've always found
    Surely now
    We could move along
    Make a better world?
    No it can't be wrong

    Let's come together
    Right now
    Oh yeah
    In sweet harmony

    Let's come together
    Right now
    Oh yeah
    In sweet harmony

    Let's come together
    Right now
    Oh yeah
    In sweet harmony

    Let's come together
    Right now
    Oh yeah

    Time is running out
    Let there be no doubt
    We should sort things out
    If we care
    Like we say we do
    Not just empty words
    For a week or two

    Make the world
    Your priority
    Try to live your life
    Ecologically
    Play a part
    In a greater scheme
    Try to live the dream
    On a wider scene

    Let's come together
    Right now
    Oh yeah
    In sweet harmony

     
    August 10

    Manu Chao - Rainin in paradise

     

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    Manu Chao - Rainin in paradise

    Welcome to paradise
    Welcome to paradise

    Today it's raining (x8)

    In Zaire, was no good place to be
    Free world go crazy, it’s an atrocity

    In Congo, Still no good place to be
    They killed Mibali, it’s a calamity

    Go Maasai go Maasai be mellow
    Go Maasai go Maasai be sharp (2x)

    In Monrovia, this no good place to be
    Weapon go crazy, it’s an atrocity

    In Palestina, too much hypocricy
    This world go crazy, it's no fatality

    Go Maasai go Maasai be mellow
    Go Maasai go Maasai be sharp (2x)

    Today it’s raining
    Today it’s raining
    Today it’s raining
    Today it’s raining in paradise

    Today it’s raining (4x)

    In Baghdad, it's no democracy
    That's just because, it’s a US Country

    In Fallujah, too much calamity
    This world go crazy, it's no fatality

    Go Maasai go Maasai be mellow
    Go Maasai go Maasai be sharp (2x)

    Today it’s raining (4x)

    In Jerusalem
    In Monrovia
    Guinea-Bissau
    Today it's raining (3x)

    Welcome to paradise
    Come to the fairy lies
    Welcome to paradise

    Today it's raining (4x)

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    August 06

    William Blake


             
     


    Echoing Green, The
       
    The sun does arise,
    And make happy the skies;
    The merry bells ring
    To welcome the spring;
    The skylark and thrush,
    The birds of the bush,
    Sing louder around
    To the bell's cheerful sound,
    While our sports shall be seen
    On the Echoing Green.

    Old John with white hair,
    Does laugh away care,
    Sitting under the oak,
    Among the old folk.
    They laugh at our play,
    And soon they all say:
    "Such, such were the joys
    When we all, girls and boys,
    In our youth time were seen
    On the Echoing Green."

    Till the little ones, weary,
    No more can be merry;
    The sun does descend,
    And our sports have an end.
    Round the laps of their mothers
    Many sisters and brother,
    Like birds in their nest,
    Are ready for rest,
    And sport no more seen
    On the darkening Green

    A Dream
       
    Once a dream did weave a shade
    O'er my angel-guarded bed,
    That an emmet lost its way
    Where on grass methought I lay.

    Troubled, wildered, and forlorn,
    Dark, benighted, travel-worn,
    Over many a tangle spray,
    All heart-broke, I heard her say:

    'Oh my children! do they cry,
    Do they hear their father sigh?
    Now they look abroad to see,
    Now return and weep for me.'

    Pitying, I dropped a tear:
    But I saw a glow-worm near,
    Who replied, 'What wailing wight
    Calls the watchman of the night?

    'I am set to light the ground,
    While the beetle goes his round:
    Follow now the beetle's hum;
    Little wanderer, hie thee home!'

     


    Eternity
       
    He who binds to himself a joy
    Does the winged life destroy;
    But he who kisses the joy as it flies
    Lives in eternity's sun rise.

    Broken Love
       
    My Spectre around me night and day
    Like a wild beast guards my way;
    My Emanation far within
    Weeps incessantly for my sin.

    ‘A fathomless and boundless deep,
    There we wander, there we weep;
    On the hungry craving wind
    My Spectre follows thee behind.

    ‘He scents thy footsteps in the snow
    Wheresoever thou dost go,
    Thro’ the wintry hail and rain.
    When wilt thou return again?

    ’Dost thou not in pride and scorn
    Fill with tempests all my morn,
    And with jealousies and fears
    Fill my pleasant nights with tears?

    ‘Seven of my sweet loves thy knife
    Has bereavèd of their life.
    Their marble tombs I built with tears,
    And with cold and shuddering fears.

    ‘Seven more loves weep night and day
    Round the tombs where my loves lay,
    And seven more loves attend each night
    Around my couch with torches bright.

    ‘And seven more loves in my bed
    Crown with wine my mournful head,
    Pitying and forgiving all
    Thy transgressions great and small.

    ‘When wilt thou return and view
    My loves, and them to life renew?
    When wilt thou return and live?
    When wilt thou pity as I forgive?’

    ‘O’er my sins thou sit and moan:
    Hast thou no sins of thy own?
    O’er my sins thou sit and weep,
    And lull thy own sins fast asleep.

    ‘What transgressions I commit
    Are for thy transgressions fit.
    They thy harlots, thou their slave;
    And my bed becomes their grave.

    ‘Never, never, I return:
    Still for victory I burn.
    Living, thee alone I’ll have;
    And when dead I’ll be thy grave.

    ‘Thro’ the Heaven and Earth and Hell
    Thou shalt never, quell:
    I will fly and thou pursue:
    Night and morn the flight renew.’

    ‘Poor, pale, pitiable form
    That I follow in a storm;
    Iron tears and groans of lead
    Bind around my aching head.

    ‘Till I turn from Female love
    And root up the Infernal Grove,
    I shall never worthy be
    To step into Eternity.

    ‘And, to end thy cruel mocks,
    Annihilate thee on the rocks,
    And another form create
    To be subservient to my fate.

    ‘Let us agree to give up love,
    And root up the Infernal Grove;
    Then shall we return and see
    The worlds of happy Eternity.

    ‘And throughout all Eternity
    I forgive you, you forgive me.
    As our dear Redeemer said:
    “This the Wine, and this the Bread.”’

     
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    (1757-1827)

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    August 03

    Janis Joplin - Summertime

          
     
    Summertime, time, time,
    Child, the living's easy.
    Fish are jumping out
    And the cotton, Lord,
    Cotton's high, Lord so high.

    Your daddy's rich
    And your ma is so good-looking, baby.
    She's a-looking good now,
    Hush, baby, baby, baby, baby now,
    No, no, no, no, no, no, no,
    Don't you cry, don't you cry.

    One of these mornings
    You're gonna rise, rise up singing,
    You're gonna spread your wings, child,
    And take, take to the sky,
    Lord, the sky.

    But until that morning,
    Honey, n-n-nothing's going to harm ya,
    No, no, no no, no no, no...
    Don't you cry — cry.
     
         
    July 18

    Paolo Neruda

     

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    I do not love you — except because I love you;
    I go from loving to not loving you,
    from waiting to not waiting for you
    my heart moves from the cold into
    the fire. I love you only because it's you
    I love; I hate you no end, and hating you
    bend to you, and the measure of my changing love for you
    is that I do not see you but love you
    blindly. Maybe the January light will consume
    my heart with its cruel
    ray, stealing my key to true
    calm. In this part of the story I am the one who
    dies, the only one, and I will die of love because I love you,
    because I love you, Love, in fire and blood.
     

     

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    Every day you play with the light of the universe.
    Subtle visitor, you arrive in the flower and the water.
    You are more than this white head that I hold tightly
    as a cluster of fruit, every day, between my hands.
    You are like nobody since I love you.
    Let me spread you out among yellow garlands.
    Who writes your name in letters of smoke among the stars of the south?
    Oh let me remember you as you were before you existed.
    Suddenly the wind howls and bangs at my shut window.
    The sky is a net crammed with shadowy fish.
    Here all the winds let go sooner or later, all of them.
    The rain takes off her clothes.
    The birds go by, fleeing.
    The wind. The wind.
    I can contend only against the power of men.
    The storm whirls dark leaves
    and turns loose all the boats that were moored last night to the sky.
    You are here. Oh, you do not run away.
    You will answer me to the last cry.
    Cling to me as though you were frightened.
    Even so, at one time a strange shadow ran through your eyes.
    Now, now too, little one, you bring me honeysuckle,
    and even your breasts smell of it.
    While the sad wind goes slaughtering butterflies
    I love you, and my happiness bites the plum of your mouth.
    How you must have suffered getting accustomed to me,
    my savage, solitary soul, my name that sends them all running.
    So many times we have seen the morning star burn, kissing our eyes,
    and over our heads the gray light unwind in turning fans.
    My words rained over you, stroking you.
    A long time I have loved the sunned mother-of-pearl of your body.
    I go so far as to think that you own the universe.
    I will bring you happy flowers from the mountains, bluebells,
    dark hazels, and rustic baskets of kisses.
    I want
    to do with you what spring does with the cherry trees.
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    And now you're mine. Rest with your dream in my dream.
    Love and pain and work should all sleep, now.
    The night turns on its invisible wheels,
    and you are pure beside me as a sleeping amber.

    No one else, love, will sleep in my dreams. You will go,
    we will go together, over the waters of time.
    No one else will travel through the shadows with me,
    only you, evergreen, ever sun, ever moon.
    Your hands have already opened their delicate fists
    and let their soft drifting signs drop away;
    your eyes closed like two grey wings, and I move
    after, following the folding water you carry, that carries
    me away. The night, the world, the wind spin out their destiny.
    Without you, I am your dream, only that, and that is all


    Pablo Neruda
    (1904 - 1973)
    Pablo Neruda

     
    July 11

    Jim Morrison





    Crystal ship 

    Before you slip into unconsciousness
    Id like to have another kiss
    Another flashing chance at bliss
    Another kiss, another kiss

    The days are bright and filled with pain
    Enclose me in your gentle rain
    The time you ran was too insane
    Well meet again, well meet again

    Oh tell me where your freedom lies
    The streets are fields that never die
    Deliver me from reasons why
    Youd rather cry, Id rather fly

    The crystal ship is being filled
    A thousand girls, a thousand thrills
    A million ways to spend your time
    When we get back, Ill drop a line

                 

         

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    Ghost song

    Awake.
    Shake dreams from your hair
    my pretty child, my sweet one.
    Choose the day and choose the sign of your day 
    the day's divinity
    First thing you see.

    A vast radiant beach and cooled jeweled moon
    Couples naked race down by it's quiet side
    And we laugh like soft, mad children
    Smug in the wooly cotton brains of infancy
    The music and voices are all around us.

    Choose they croon the Ancient Ones
    the time has come again
    choose now, they croon
    beneath the moon
    beside an ancient lake

    Enter again the sweet forest
    Enter the hot dream
    Come with us
    everything is broken up and dances.

    Indians scattered,
    On dawn's highway bleeding
    Ghosts crowd the young child’s,
    Fragile eggshell mind

    We have assembled inside,
    This ancient and insane theater
    To propagate our lust for life,
    And flee the swarming wisdom of the streets.

    The barns have stormed
    The windows kept,
    And only one of all the rest
    To dance and save us
    From the divine mockery of words,
    Music inflames temperament.


    Ooh great creator of being
    Grant us one more hour,
    To perform our art
    And perfect our lives.

    We need great golden copulations,

    When the true kings murderers
    Are allowed to roam free,
    A thousand magicians arise in the land
    Where are the feast we are promised?

    One more thing

    Thank you oh lord
    For the white blind light
    Thank you oh lord
    For the white blind light

    A city rises from the sea
    I had a splitting headache
    From which the future's made

            

     

    July 02

    Depeche Mode - Enjoy the silence

    Enjoy the silence...

      Words like violence
    Break the silence
    Come crashing in
    Into my little world
    Painful to me
    Pierce right through me
    Cant you understand
    Oh my little girl

    All I ever wanted
    All I ever needed
    Is here in my arms
    Words are very unnecessary
    They can only do harm

    Vows are spoken
    To be broken
    Feelings are intense
    Words are trivial
    Pleasures remain
    So does the pain
    Words are meaningless
    And forgettable

    All I ever wanted
    All I ever needed
    Is here in my arms
    Words are very unnecessary
    They can only do harm

      
    July 01

    Edgar Alan Poe

      

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        The Raven
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    Once upon a midnight dreary, while I pondered, weak and weary,
    Over many a quaint and curious volume of forgotten lore,
    While I nodded, nearly napping, suddenly there came a tapping, As of some one gently rapping, rapping at my chamber door. "'Tis some visitor," I muttered, "tapping at my chamber door- Only this, and nothing more." Ah, distinctly I remember it was in the bleak December, And each separate dying ember wrought its ghost upon the floor. Eagerly I wished the morrow;- vainly I had sought to borrow From my books surcease of sorrow- sorrow for the lost Lenore- For the rare and radiant maiden whom the angels name Lenore- Nameless here for evermore. And the silken sad uncertain rustling of each purple curtain Thrilled me- filled me with fantastic terrors never felt before; So that now, to still the beating of my heart, I stood repeating, "'Tis some visitor entreating entrance at my chamber door- Some late visitor entreating entrance at my chamber door;- This it is, and nothing more." Presently my soul grew stronger; hesitating then no longer, "Sir," said I, "or Madam, truly your forgiveness I implore; But the fact is I was napping, and so gently you came rapping, And so faintly you came tapping, tapping at my chamber door, That I scarce was sure I heard you"- here I opened wide the door;- Darkness there, and nothing more. Deep into that darkness peering, long I stood there wondering, fearing, Doubting, dreaming dreams no mortals ever dared to dream before; But the silence was unbroken, and the stillness gave no token, And the only word there spoken was the whispered word, "Lenore!" This I whispered, and an echo murmured back the word, "Lenore!"- Merely this, and nothing more. Back into the chamber turning, all my soul within me burning, Soon again I heard a tapping somewhat louder than before. "Surely," said I, "surely that is something at my window lattice: Let me see, then, what thereat is, and this mystery explore- Let my heart be still a moment and this mystery explore;- 'Tis the wind and nothing more." Open here I flung the shutter, when, with many a flirt and flutter, In there stepped a stately raven of the saintly days of yore; Not the least obeisance made he; not a minute stopped or stayed he; But, with mien of lord or lady, perched above my chamber door- Perched upon a bust of Pallas just above my chamber door- Perched, and sat, and nothing more. Then this ebony bird beguiling my sad fancy into smiling, By the grave and stern decorum of the countenance it wore. "Though thy crest be shorn and shaven, thou," I said, "art sure no craven, Ghastly grim and ancient raven wandering from the Nightly shore- Tell me what thy lordly name is on the Night's Plutonian shore!" Quoth the Raven, "Nevermore." Much I marvelled this ungainly fowl to hear discourse so plainly, Though its answer little meaning- little relevancy bore; For we cannot help agreeing that no living human being Ever yet was blest with seeing bird above his chamber door- Bird or beast upon the sculptured bust above his chamber door, With such name as "Nevermore." But the raven, sitting lonely on the placid bust, spoke only That one word, as if his soul in that one word he did outpour. Nothing further then he uttered- not a feather then he fluttered- Till I scarcely more than muttered, "other friends have flown before- On the morrow he will leave me, as my hopes have flown before." Then the bird said, "Nevermore." Startled at the stillness broken by reply so aptly spoken, "Doubtless," said I, "what it utters is its only stock and store, Caught from some unhappy master whom unmerciful Disaster Followed fast and followed faster till his songs one burden bore- Till the dirges of his Hope that melancholy burden bore Of 'Never- nevermore'." But the Raven still beguiling all my fancy into smiling, Straight I wheeled a cushioned seat in front of bird, and bust and door; Then upon the velvet sinking, I betook myself to linking Fancy unto fancy, thinking what this ominous bird of yore- What this grim, ungainly, ghastly, gaunt and ominous bird of yore Meant in croaking "Nevermore." This I sat engaged in guessing, but no syllable expressing To the fowl whose fiery eyes now burned into my bosom's core; This and more I sat divining, with my head at ease reclining On the cushion's velvet lining that the lamplight gloated o'er, But whose velvet violet lining with the lamplight gloating o'er, She shall press, ah, nevermore! Then methought the air grew denser, perfumed from an unseen censer Swung by Seraphim whose footfalls tinkled on the tufted floor. "Wretch," I cried, "thy God hath lent thee- by these angels he hath sent thee Respite- respite and nepenthe, from thy memories of Lenore! Quaff, oh quaff this kind nepenthe and forget this lost Lenore!" Quoth the Raven, "Nevermore." "Prophet!" said I, "thing of evil!- prophet still, if bird or devil!- Whether Tempter sent, or whether tempest tossed thee here ashore, Desolate yet all undaunted, on this desert land enchanted- On this home by horror haunted- tell me truly, I implore- Is there- is there balm in Gilead?- tell me- tell me, I implore!" Quoth the Raven, "Nevermore." "Prophet!" said I, "thing of evil- prophet still, if bird or devil! By that Heaven that bends above us- by that God we both adore- Tell this soul with sorrow laden if, within the distant Aidenn, It shall clasp a sainted maiden whom the angels name Lenore- Clasp a rare and radiant maiden whom the angels name Lenore." Quoth the Raven, "Nevermore." "Be that word our sign in parting, bird or fiend," I shrieked, upstarting- "Get thee back into the tempest and the Night's Plutonian shore! Leave no black plume as a token of that lie thy soul hath spoken! Leave my loneliness unbroken!- quit the bust above my door! Take thy beak from out my heart, and take thy form from off my door!" Quoth the Raven, "Nevermore." And the Raven, never flitting, still is sitting, still is sitting On the pallid bust of Pallas just above my chamber door; And his eyes have all the seeming of a demon's that is dreaming, And the lamplight o'er him streaming throws his shadow on the floor; And my soul from out that shadow that lies floating on the floor Shall be lifted- nevermore!
     
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        A Dream
          In visions of the dark night
            I have dreamed of joy departed-
          But a waking dream of life and light
            Hath left me broken-hearted.
    
          Ah! what is not a dream by day
            To him whose eyes are cast
          On things around him with a ray
            Turned back upon the past?
    
          That holy dream- that holy dream,
            While all the world were chiding,
          Hath cheered me as a lovely beam
            A lonely spirit guiding.
    
          What though that light, thro' storm and night,
            So trembled from afar-
          What could there be more purely bright
            In Truth's day-star?
     

        * * * * *
          Annabell Lee 


     

    It was many and many a year ago,
         In a kingdom by the sea,
    That a maiden there lived whom you may know
         By the name of Annabel Lee;
    And this maiden she lived with no other thought
         Than to love and be loved by me.

    I was a child and she was a child,
         In this kingdom by the sea,
    But we loved with a love that was more than love,
         I and my Annabel Lee;
    With a love that the winged seraphs of heaven
         Coveted her and me.

    And this was the reason that, long ago,
         In this kingdom by the sea,
    A wind blew out of a cloud, chilling
         My beautiful Annabel Lee;
    So that her highborn kinsmen came
         And bore her away from me,
    To shut her up in a sepulche
         In this kingdom by the sea.

    The angels, not half so happy in heaven,
         Went envying her and me;
    Yes, that was the reason (as all men know,
         In this kingdom by the sea)
    That the wind came out of the cloud by night,
         Chilling and killing my Annabel Lee.

    But our love it was stronger by far than the love
         Of those who were older than we,
    Of many far wiser than we;
         And neither the angels in heaven above,
    Nor the demons down under the sea,
         Can ever dissever my soul from the soul
    Of the beautiful Annabel Lee

    For the moon never beams, without bringing me dreams
         Of the beautiful Annabel Lee;
    And the stars never rise, but I feel the bright eyes
         Of the beautiful Annabel Lee;
    And so, all the night-tide, I lie down by the side
         Of my darling, — my darling, — my life and my bride,
    In her sepulchre there by the sea,
         In her tomb by the sounding sea
    .

    Edgar Allan Poe
     

    Edgar Allan Poe

    (1809 - 1849)

    June 30

    Herman Hesse

     
       Lying In Grass


    Is this everything now, the quick delusions of flowers,
    And the down colors of the bright summer meadow,
    The soft blue spread of heaven, the bees' song,
    Is this everything only a god's
    Groaning dream,
    The cry of unconscious powers for deliverance?
    The distant line of the mountain,
    That beautifully and courageously rests in the blue,
    Is this too only a convulsion,
    Only the wild strain of fermenting nature,
    Only grief, only agony, only meaningless fumbling,
    Never resting, never a blessed movement?
    No! Leave me alone, you impure dream
    Of the world in suffering!
    The dance of tiny insects cradles you in an evening radiance,
    The bird's cry cradles you,
    A breath of wind cools my forehead
    With consolation.
    Leave me alone, you unendurably old human grief!
    Let it all be pain.
    Let it all be suffering, let it be wretched-
    But not this one sweet hour in the summer,
    And not the fragrance of the red clover,
    And not the deep tender pleasure
    In my soul.

     

     

      * * * * *

       Thinking Of A Friend At Night
     


      In this evil year, autumn comes early...
    I walk by night in the field, alone, the rain clatters,
    The wind on my hat...And you? And you, my friend?

    You are standing--maybe--and seeing the sickle moon
    Move in a small arc over the forests
    And bivouac fire, red in the black valley.
    You are lying--maybe--in a straw field and sleeping
    And dew falls cold on your forehead and battle jacket.

    It's possible tonight you're on horseback,
    The farthest outpost, peering along, with a gun in your fist,
    Smiling, whispering, to your exhausted horse.
     
    June 29

    Red hot chilli peppers - Otherside


    How long, how long will I slide
    Separate my side; I don't,
    I don't believe it's bad
    Slittin' my throat
    it's all I ever...

    I heard your voice through a photograph
    I thought it up; it brought up the past
    Once you know you can never go back
    I've got to take it on the otherside

    Centuries are what it meant to me
    A cemetery where I marry the sea
    Stranger things could never change my mind
    I gotta take it on the otherside
    Take it on the otherside
    Take it on
    Take it on

    How long, how long will I slide
    Separate my side; I don't,
    I don't believe it's bad
    Slittin my throat
    it's all I ever...

    Pour my life into a paper cup
    The ashtray's full and I'm spillin' my guts
    She wants to know am I still a slut
    I've got to take it on the otherside

     

    A scarlet starlet and she's in my bed
    A candidate for my soul mate bled
    I push the trigger and I pull the thread
    I've got to take it on the otherside
    Take it on the otherside
    Take it on
    Take it on

    How long, how long will I slide
    Separate my side; I don't,
    I don't believe it's bad
    Slittin' my throat
    it's all I ever...

    Turn me on, take me for a hard ride
    Burn me out, leave me on the otherside
    I yell and tell it that It's not my friend
    I tear it down, I tear it down
    And then it's born again

    How long, how long will I slide
    Separate my side; I don't,
    I don't believe it's bad
    Slittin' my throat
    it's all I ever had (how long)
    I don't,
    I don't believe it's fair
    Slittin' my throat
    it's all I ever...

     

    June 22

    Lou Reed - Perfect day


    Just a perfect day
    drink Sangria in the park
    And then later
    when it gets dark, we go home

    Just a perfect day
    feed animals in the zoo
    Then later
    a movie, too, and then home

    Oh, it's such a perfect day
    I'm glad I spend it with you
    Oh, such a perfect day
    You just keep me hanging on
    You just keep me hanging on

    Just a perfect day
    problems all left alone
    Weekenders on our own
    it's such fun



    Just a perfect day
    you made me forget myself
    I thought I was
    someone else, someone good


    Oh, it's such a perfect day
    I'm glad I spent it with you
    Oh, such a perfect day
    You just keep me hanging on
    You just keep me hanging on

    You're going to reap just what you sow
    You're going to reap just what you sow
    You're going to reap just what you sow
    You're going to reap just what you sow

      
    June 03

    Lord George Gordon Byron

     
    Darkness


    I had a dream, which was not all a dream.
    The bright sun was extinguished, and the stars
    Did wander darkling in the eternal space,
    Rayless, and pathless, and the icy earth
    Swung blind and blackening in the moonless air;
    Morn came and went -and came, and brought no day,
    And men forgot their passions in the dread
    Of this their desolation; and all hearts
    Were chilled into a selfish prayer for light;
    And they did live by watchfires -and the thrones,
    The palaces of crowned kings -the huts,
    The habitations of all things which dwell,
    Were burnt for beacons; cities were consumed,
    And men were gathered round their blazing homes
    To look once more into each other's face;
    Happy were those which dwelt within the eye
    Of the volcanoes, and their mountain-torch;
    A fearful hope was all the world contained;
    Forests were set on fire -but hour by hour
    They fell and faded -and the crackling trunks
    Extinguished with a crash -and all was black.
    The brows of men by the despairing light
    Wore an unearthly aspect, as by fits
    The flashes fell upon them: some lay down
    And hid their eyes and wept; and some did rest
    Their chins upon their clenched hands, and smiled;
    And others hurried to and fro, and fed
    Their funeral piles with fuel, and looked up
    With mad disquietude on the dull sky,
    The pall of a past world; and then again
    With curses cast them down upon the dust,
    And gnashed their teeth and howled; the wild birds shrieked,
    And, terrified, did flutter on the ground,
    And flap their useless wings; the wildest brutes
    Came tame and tremulous; and vipers crawled
    And twined themselves among the multitude,
    Hissing, but stingless -they were slain for food;
    And War, which for a moment was no more,
    Did glut himself again; -a meal was bought
    With blood, and each sate sullenly apart
    Gorging himself in gloom: no love was left;
    All earth was but one thought -and that was death,
    Immediate and inglorious; and the pang
    Of famine fed upon all entrails -men
    Died, and their bones were tombless as their flesh;
    The meagre by the meagre were devoured,
    Even dogs assailed their masters, all save one,
    And he was faithful to a corse, and kept
    The birds and beasts and famished men at bay,
    Till hunger clung them, or the drooping dead
    Lured their lank jaws; himself sought out no food,
    But with a piteous and perpetual moan,
    And a quick desolate cry, licking the hand
    Which answered not with a caress -he died.
    The crowd was famished by degrees; but two
    Of an enormous city did survive,
    And they were enemies: they met beside
    The dying embers of an altar-place
    Where had been heaped a mass of holy things
    For an unholy usage: they raked up,
    And shivering scraped with their cold skeleton hands
    The feeble ashes, and their feeble breath
    Blew for a little life, and made a flame
    Which was a mockery; then they lifted up
    Their eyes as it grew lighter, and beheld
    Each other's aspects -saw, and shrieked, and died -
    Even of their mutual hideousness they died,
    Unknowing who he was upon whose brow
    Famine had written Fiend. The world was void,
    The populous and the powerful was a lump,
    Seasonless, herbless, treeless, manless, lifeless -
    A lump of death -a chaos of hard clay.
    The rivers, lakes, and ocean all stood still,
    And nothing stirred within their silent depths;
    Ships sailorless lay rotting on the sea,
    And their masts fell down piecemeal; as they dropped
    They slept on the abyss without a surge -
    The waves were dead; the tides were in their grave,
    The Moon, their mistress, had expired before;
    The winds were withered in the stagnant air,
    And the clouds perished! Darkness had no need
    Of aid from them -She was the Universe!
     
     
    * * * * *
     Soltitude
     
     
    To sit on rocks, to muse o'er flood and fell,
    To slowly trace the forest's shady scene,
    Where things that own not man's dominion dwell,
    And mortal foot hath ne'er or rarely been;
    To climb the trackless mountain all unseen,
    With the wild flock that never needs a fold;
    Alone o'er steeps and foaming falls to lean;
    This is not solitude, 'tis but to hold
    Converse with Nature's charms, and view her stores unrolled.
    But midst the crowd, the hurry, the shock of men,
    To hear, to see, to feel and to possess,
    And roam alone, the world's tired denizen,
    With none who bless us, none whom we can bless;
    Minions of splendour shrinking from distress!
    None that, with kindred consciousness endued,
    If we were not, would seem to smile the less
    Of all the flattered, followed, sought and sued;
    This is to be alone; this, this is solitude!  

     

      
       
    April 29

    Alexander Sergeyevich Pushkin

     
     
    Wonderous moment
     
    The wondrous moment of our meeting . . .
    I well remember you appear 
    Before me like a vision fleeting, 
    A beauty's angel pure and clear. 
      
    In hopeless ennui surrounding 
    The worldly bustle, to my ear 
    For long your tender voice kept sounding, 
    For long in dreams came features dear. 
      
    Time passed. Unruly storms confounded 
    Old dreams, and I from year to year 
    Forgot how tender you had sounded, 
    Your heavenly features once so dear. 
      
    My backwoods days dragged slow and quiet
    Dull fence around, dark vault above
    Devoid of God and uninspired, 
    Devoid of tears, of fire, of love. 
      
    Sleep from my soul began retreating, 
    And here you once again appear 
    Before me like a vision fleeting, 
    A beauty's angel pure and clear. 
      
    In ecstasy the heart is beating, 
    Old joys for it anew revive; 
    Inspired and God-filled, it is greeting 
    The fire, and tears, and love alive
    .

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    Love letter


    I just recall this wondrous instant:
    You have arrived before my face --
    A vision, fleeting in a distance,
    A spirit of the pure grace.
    In pine of sorrow unfair,
    In worldly harassment and noise
    I dreamed of your beloved air
    And heard your quiet, gentle voice.
    Years passed. The tempests' rebel senders
    Have scattered this delightful dream,
    And I forgot this sound tender
    And how heavenly you seemed.
    In gloomy dark of isolation,
    My days were gradually moved,
    Without faith and inspiration,
    Without tears, life, and love.
    My soul awoke with decision:
    And you again came as a blest,
    Like an enchanting fleeting vision,
    A spirit of the pure grace.
    My heart beats on in resurrection --
    It has again for what to strive:
    Divinity and inspiration,
    Life, tears, and eternal love.

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    The Night

    My voice that is for you the languid one, and gentle,
    Disturbs the velvet of the dark night's mantle,
    By my bedside, a candle, my sad guard,
    Burns, and my poems ripple and merge in flood --
    And run the streams of love, run, full of you alone,
    And in the dark, your eyes shine like the precious stones,
    And smile to me, and hear I the voice:
    My friend, my sweetest friend... I love... I'm yours... I'm yours!

      

    April 27

    Aleister Crowley

     

      A saint's damnation                

        You buy my spirit with those shameless eyes
        That burn my soul, you loose the torrent stream
        Of my desire, you make my lips your prize,
         
        And on them burns the whole life's hope: you deem
        You buy a heart; but I am well aware
        How my damnation dwells in that supreme
         
        Passion to feel upon your shoulders bare,
        And pass the dewy twilight of our sin
        In the intolerable flames of hair
         
        That clothe my body from your head; you win
        The devil's bargain; I am yours to kill,
        Yours, for one kiss; my spirit for your skin!
         
        O bitter love, consuming all my will!
        O love destroying, that hast drained my life
        Of all those fountains of dear blood that fill
         
        My heart! O woman, would I call you wife?
        Would I content you with one touch divine
        To flood your spirit with the clinging strife
         
        Of perfect passionate joy, the joy of wine,
        The drunkenness of extreme pleasure, filled
        From sin's amazing cup. Oh, mine, mine, mine,
         
        Mine, if your kisses maddened me or killed,
        Mine, at the price of my damnation deep,
        Mine, if you will, as once your glances willed!
         
        Take me, or break me, slay or soothe to sleep,
        If only yours one hour, one perfect hour,
        Remembrance and despair and hope to steep.
         
        In the infernal potion of that flower,
        My poisonous passion for your blood! Behold!
        How utterly I yield, how gladly dower
         
        Our sin with my own spirit's quenched gold,
        Clothe love with my own soul's immortal power,
        Give thee my body as a fire to hold--
        O love, no words, no songs--your breast my bower!

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            At Sea
       As night hath stars, more rare than ships
       In ocean, faint from pole to pole,
       So all the wonder of her lips
      Hints her innavigable soul.

      Such lights she gives as guide my bark;
      But I am swallowed in the swell
      Of her heart's ocean, sagely dark,
      That holds my heaven and holds my hell.

      In her I live, a mote minute
      Dancing a moment in the sun:
      In her I die, a sterile shoot
      Of nightshade in oblivion.

      In her my elf dissolves, a grain
      Of salt cast careless in the sea;
      My passion purifies my pain
      To peace past personality.

      Love of my life, God grant the years
      Confirm the chrism - rose to rood!
      Anointing loves, asperging tears
      In sanctifying solitude!

      Man is so infinitely small
      In all these stars, determinate.
      Maker and moulder of them all,
      Man is so infinitely great!

     

     

    April 19

    Native American songs (Navajo)

           Song in the Garden of the House of God        
    (from the Navajo corn-planting ritual)

    Truly in the east
    The white bean
    And the great corn plant
    Are tied with the white lightning.
    Listen! rain approaches!
    The voice of the bluebird is heard.
    Truly in the east
    The white bean
    And the great squash
    Are tied with the rainbow.
    Listen! rain approaches!
    The voice of the bluebird is heard.

    From the top of the great corn-plant the water gurgles, I hear it;
    Around the roots the water foams, I hear it;
    Around the roots of the plants it foams, I hear it;
    From their tops the water foams, I hear it.

    The corn grows up. The waters of the dark clouds drop, drop.
    The rain descends. The waters from the corn leaves drop, drop.
    The rain descends. The waters from the plants drop, drop.
    The corn grows up. The waters of the dark mists drop, drop.

    Shall I cull this fruit of the great corn-plant?
    Shall you break it? Shall I break it?
    Shall I break it? Shall you break it?
                    Shall I? Shall you?

    Shall I cull this fruit of the great squash vine?
    Shall you pick it up? shall I pick it up?
    Shall I pick it up? Shall you pick it up?
                    Shall I? Shall you?

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    Prayer 
    (from the Navajo healing ceremony called Night Chant)


    Tségihi
    ,
    House made of dawn.
    House made of evening light.
    House made of the dark cloud.
    House made of male rain.
    House made of dark mist.
    House made of female rain.
    House made of pollen.
    House made of grasshoppers.
    Dark cloud is at the door.
    The trail out of it is dark cloud.
    The zigzag lightning stands high upon it.
    Male deity!
    Your offering I make.
    I have prepared a smoke for you.
    Restore my feet for me.
    Restore my legs for me.
    Restore my body for me.
    Restore my mind for me.
    This very day take out your spell for me.
    Your spell remove for me.
    You have taken it away for me.
    Far off it has gone.
    Happily I recover.
    Happily my interior becomes cool.
    Happily I go forth.
    My interior feeling cool, may I walk.
    No longer sore, may I walk.
    Impervious to pain, may I walk.
    With lively feeling may I walk.
    As it used to be long ago, may I walk.
    Happily may I walk.
    Happily, with abundant dark clouds, may I walk.
    Happily, with abundant showers, may I walk.
    Happily, with abundant plants, may I walk.
    Happily, on a trail of pollen, may I walk.
    Happily may I walk.
    Being as it used to be long ago, may I walk.
    May it be beautiful before me
    May it be beautiful behind me.
    May it be beautiful below me.
    May it be beautiful above me.
    With it be beautiful all around me.
    In beauty it is finished.

    April 13

    Emily Dickinson

                 Behind me dips Eternity          
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    Behind Me -- dips Eternity --
    Before Me -- Immortality --
    Myself -- the Term between --
    Death but the Drift of Eastern Gray,
    Dissolving into Dawn away,
    Before the West begin --

    'Tis Kingdoms -- afterward -- they say --
    In perfect -- pauseless Monarchy --
    Whose Prince -- is Son of None --
    Himself -- His Dateless Dynasty --
    Himself -- Himself diversify --
    In Duplicate divine --

    'Tis Miracle before Me -- then --
    'Tis Miracle behind -- between --
    A Crescent in the Sea --
    With Midnight to the North of Her --
    And Midnight to the South of Her --
    And Maelstrom -- in the Sky
    --

     

    Wild Nights
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    Wild nights! Wild nights!
    Were I with thee,
    Wild nights should be
    Our luxury!

    Futile the winds
    To a heart in port,
    Done with the compass,
    Done with the chart.

    Rowing in Eden!
    Ah! the sea!
    Might I but moor
    To-night in thee!

     

    Dare You See A Soul
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    Dare you see a Soul at the White Heat?
    Then crouch within the door --
    Red -- is the Fire's common tint --
    But when the vivid Ore
    Has vanquished Flame's conditions,
    It quivers from the Forge
    Without a color, but the light
    Of unanointed Blaze.
    Least Village has its Blacksmith
    Whose Anvil's even ring
    Stands symbol for the finer Forge
    That soundless tugs -- within --
    Refining these impatient Ores
    With Hammer, and with Blaze
    Until the Designated Light
    Repudiate the Forge -
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