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The Beatles - While my guitar gently weeps
I look at you all see the love there that's sleeping While my guitar gently weeps I look at the floor and I see it need sweeping Still my guitar gently weeps
I don't know why nobody told you how to unfold you love I don't know how someone controlled you they bought and sold you
I look at the world and I notice it's turning While my guitar gently weeps With every mistake we must surely be learning Still my guitar gently weeps
I don't know how you were diverted you were perverted too I don't know how you were inverted no one alerted you
I look at you all see the love there that's sleeping While my guitar gently weeps I look at you all Still my guitar gently weeps
Oh, oh, oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh Yeah yeah yeah yeah
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After a Nocturnal Thunderstorm
Today you hang as misty cover Around my window, goddess of dark cloud, Ashen flakes eerily hover To a roaring brook's angry sound.
O amid your sudden lightning flashes, When your untamed thunder boomed, In valleys poisoned and noxious, Your death-drink, sorceress, was brewed!
At midnight, shuddering, your howling cries Awoke me with a jolt, You reached, with blazing eyes, For a piercing thunderbolt.
Rushed to my empty bed at last, Fully armored, weapons drawn, Struck your chain mail against the glass, And spoke: "Now hear what I am!
I'm the Amazon, eternal and great, Never dovelike, weak or womanly — Warrioress full of scorn and manly hate, The victress and the tigress, equally!
Where I tread, I trample corpses, In my brain, poison thoughts do flow, With fierce grim eyes, I hurl torches, Now kneel, worm—pray! Or melt in my mad glow!
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As long as I'm still pretty, It's still worth being pious. One knows, God loves a woman, A pretty one to boot. He will surely forgive The dutiful monk That he, like many a monk, Likes to be with me.
No gray church father! No, still young and usually blushing, Often like the graying tomcat Rife with jealousy and want! He doesn't love the aged, I don't love old men: How whimsical and wise Is God's design!
The church knows how to live, It tries the heart and face. That's the way he sees me and forgives — Indeed, who does not forgive me! One lisps with a little whisper, One curtsies and departs And with a new little sin One wipes away the old.
Praise be to God on earth, Who loves pretty maidens And gladly forgives himself Affairs of the heart! As long as I'm still pretty, It's still worth being pious: When I'm an old wobbly woman May the devil take me!
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On a crooked branch I sway On a knoll high above the sea: A bird invited me to stay; I flew to its nest to rest today, And beat my little wings for me.
The white sea stretches, fast asleep, It sleeps with me through each pain and hurt. Forgotten aims and harbors deep, I forget fear, praise, and punishment steep. Now I fly after every bird.
Step upon step—this is not existence! This pace is heavy and unrefined! The breeze lifts me up without resistance: I love it, on wings floating to the distance I leave all birds behind.
Reason?—that is bad business: Reason and tongue stumble just the same! Flight teaches me a new art—yes, I learn a more beautiful business, Song, joke and the melody-game.
To think in solitude—that is wise. To sing in solitude—that is foolish! Hence listen to me: you'll hear my cries Filling the quiet beneath the skies, Among the birds, a beautiful wish.
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*Waiting for the sun*
At first flash of Eden, we race down to the sea. Standing there on Freedom's Shore. Waiting for the Sun (3x) Can you feel it now that spring has come. And it's time to live in the scattered sun. Waiting for the Sun (3x, pause, again slower) Waiting.... Waiting.... Waiting.... Waiting.... (2x) Waiting for you to - come along Waiting for you to - hear my song Waiting for you to - come along Waiting for you to - tell me what went wrong This is the strangest life I've ever known. YEAH! (Riff 8x) Can you feel it now that spring has come. And it's time to live in the scattered sun. Waiting for the Sun (3x) Waiting... for... the suuuuun. (Riff 2x)
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*Strange Days*
Strange days have found us Strange days have tracked us down They're going to destroy Our casual joys We shall go on playing or find a new town Yeah!
Strange eyes fill strange rooms Voices will signal their tired end The hostess is grinning, Her guests sleep from sinning Hear me talk of sin and you know this is it Yeah!
Strange days have found us And through their strange hours we linger alone Bodies confused Memories misused As we run from the day to a strange night of stone
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The Beloved - Sweet harmony
Is it right or wrong Try to find a place We can all belong? Be as one Try to get on by If we unify? We should really try
All this time Spinning round and round Made the same mistakes That we've always found Surely now We could move along Make a better world? No it can't be wrong
Let's come together Right now Oh yeah In sweet harmony
Let's come together Right now Oh yeah In sweet harmony
Let's come together Right now Oh yeah In sweet harmony
Let's come together Right now Oh yeah
Time is running out Let there be no doubt We should sort things out If we care Like we say we do Not just empty words For a week or two
Make the world Your priority Try to live your life Ecologically Play a part In a greater scheme Try to live the dream On a wider scene
Let's come together Right now Oh yeah In sweet harmony
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Manu Chao - Rainin in paradise
Welcome to paradise Welcome to paradise
Today it's raining (x8)
In Zaire, was no good place to be Free world go crazy, it’s an atrocity
In Congo, Still no good place to be They killed Mibali, it’s a calamity
Go Maasai go Maasai be mellow Go Maasai go Maasai be sharp (2x)
In Monrovia, this no good place to be Weapon go crazy, it’s an atrocity
In Palestina, too much hypocricy This world go crazy, it's no fatality
Go Maasai go Maasai be mellow Go Maasai go Maasai be sharp (2x)
Today it’s raining Today it’s raining Today it’s raining Today it’s raining in paradise
Today it’s raining (4x)
In Baghdad, it's no democracy That's just because, it’s a US Country
In Fallujah, too much calamity This world go crazy, it's no fatality
Go Maasai go Maasai be mellow Go Maasai go Maasai be sharp (2x)
Today it’s raining (4x)
In Jerusalem In Monrovia Guinea-Bissau Today it's raining (3x)
Welcome to paradise Come to the fairy lies Welcome to paradise
Today it's raining (4x)
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Echoing Green, The The sun does arise, And make happy the skies; The merry bells ring To welcome the spring; The skylark and thrush, The birds of the bush, Sing louder around To the bell's cheerful sound, While our sports shall be seen On the Echoing Green.
Old John with white hair, Does laugh away care, Sitting under the oak, Among the old folk. They laugh at our play, And soon they all say: "Such, such were the joys When we all, girls and boys, In our youth time were seen On the Echoing Green."
Till the little ones, weary, No more can be merry; The sun does descend, And our sports have an end. Round the laps of their mothers Many sisters and brother, Like birds in their nest, Are ready for rest, And sport no more seen On the darkening Green
A Dream Once a dream did weave a shade O'er my angel-guarded bed, That an emmet lost its way Where on grass methought I lay.
Troubled, wildered, and forlorn, Dark, benighted, travel-worn, Over many a tangle spray, All heart-broke, I heard her say:
'Oh my children! do they cry, Do they hear their father sigh? Now they look abroad to see, Now return and weep for me.'
Pitying, I dropped a tear: But I saw a glow-worm near, Who replied, 'What wailing wight Calls the watchman of the night?
'I am set to light the ground, While the beetle goes his round: Follow now the beetle's hum; Little wanderer, hie thee home!'
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Eternity He who binds to himself a joy Does the winged life destroy; But he who kisses the joy as it flies Lives in eternity's sun rise.
Broken Love My Spectre around me night and day Like a wild beast guards my way; My Emanation far within Weeps incessantly for my sin.
‘A fathomless and boundless deep, There we wander, there we weep; On the hungry craving wind My Spectre follows thee behind.
‘He scents thy footsteps in the snow Wheresoever thou dost go, Thro’ the wintry hail and rain. When wilt thou return again?
’Dost thou not in pride and scorn Fill with tempests all my morn, And with jealousies and fears Fill my pleasant nights with tears?
‘Seven of my sweet loves thy knife Has bereavèd of their life. Their marble tombs I built with tears, And with cold and shuddering fears.
‘Seven more loves weep night and day Round the tombs where my loves lay, And seven more loves attend each night Around my couch with torches bright.
‘And seven more loves in my bed Crown with wine my mournful head, Pitying and forgiving all Thy transgressions great and small.
‘When wilt thou return and view My loves, and them to life renew? When wilt thou return and live? When wilt thou pity as I forgive?’
‘O’er my sins thou sit and moan: Hast thou no sins of thy own? O’er my sins thou sit and weep, And lull thy own sins fast asleep.
‘What transgressions I commit Are for thy transgressions fit. They thy harlots, thou their slave; And my bed becomes their grave.
‘Never, never, I return: Still for victory I burn. Living, thee alone I’ll have; And when dead I’ll be thy grave.
‘Thro’ the Heaven and Earth and Hell Thou shalt never, quell: I will fly and thou pursue: Night and morn the flight renew.’
‘Poor, pale, pitiable form That I follow in a storm; Iron tears and groans of lead Bind around my aching head.
‘Till I turn from Female love And root up the Infernal Grove, I shall never worthy be To step into Eternity.
‘And, to end thy cruel mocks, Annihilate thee on the rocks, And another form create To be subservient to my fate.
‘Let us agree to give up love, And root up the Infernal Grove; Then shall we return and see The worlds of happy Eternity.
‘And throughout all Eternity I forgive you, you forgive me. As our dear Redeemer said: “This the Wine, and this the Bread.”’
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Summertime, time, time, Child, the living's easy. Fish are jumping out And the cotton, Lord, Cotton's high, Lord so high.
Your daddy's rich And your ma is so good-looking, baby. She's a-looking good now, Hush, baby, baby, baby, baby now, No, no, no, no, no, no, no, Don't you cry, don't you cry.
One of these mornings You're gonna rise, rise up singing, You're gonna spread your wings, child, And take, take to the sky, Lord, the sky.
But until that morning, Honey, n-n-nothing's going to harm ya, No, no, no no, no no, no... Don't you cry — cry.
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I do not love you — except because I love you; I go from loving to not loving you, from waiting to not waiting for you my heart moves from the cold into
the fire. I love you only because it's you I love; I hate you no end, and hating you bend to you, and the measure of my changing love for you is that I do not see you but love you blindly. Maybe the January light will consume my heart with its cruel ray, stealing my key to true calm. In this part of the story I am the one who dies, the only one, and I will die of love because I love you, because I love you, Love, in fire and blood.
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Every day you play with the light of the universe. Subtle visitor, you arrive in the flower and the water. You are more than this white head that I hold tightly as a cluster of fruit, every day, between my hands.
You are like nobody since I love you. Let me spread you out among yellow garlands. Who writes your name in letters of smoke among the stars of the south? Oh let me remember you as you were before you existed.
Suddenly the wind howls and bangs at my shut window. The sky is a net crammed with shadowy fish. Here all the winds let go sooner or later, all of them. The rain takes off her clothes.
The birds go by, fleeing. The wind. The wind. I can contend only against the power of men. The storm whirls dark leaves and turns loose all the boats that were moored last night to the sky.
You are here. Oh, you do not run away. You will answer me to the last cry. Cling to me as though you were frightened. Even so, at one time a strange shadow ran through your eyes.
Now, now too, little one, you bring me honeysuckle, and even your breasts smell of it. While the sad wind goes slaughtering butterflies I love you, and my happiness bites the plum of your mouth.
How you must have suffered getting accustomed to me, my savage, solitary soul, my name that sends them all running. So many times we have seen the morning star burn, kissing our eyes, and over our heads the gray light unwind in turning fans.
My words rained over you, stroking you. A long time I have loved the sunned mother-of-pearl of your body. I go so far as to think that you own the universe. I will bring you happy flowers from the mountains, bluebells, dark hazels, and rustic baskets of kisses.
I want to do with you what spring does with the cherry trees.
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And now you're mine. Rest with your dream in my dream. Love and pain and work should all sleep, now. The night turns on its invisible wheels, and you are pure beside me as a sleeping amber.
No one else, love, will sleep in my dreams. You will go, we will go together, over the waters of time. No one else will travel through the shadows with me, only you, evergreen, ever sun, ever moon.
Your hands have already opened their delicate fists and let their soft drifting signs drop away; your eyes closed like two grey wings, and I move
after, following the folding water you carry, that carries me away. The night, the world, the wind spin out their destiny. Without you, I am your dream, only that, and that is all Pablo Neruda (1904 - 1973)

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Crystal ship
Before you slip into unconsciousness Id like to have another kiss Another flashing chance at bliss Another kiss, another kiss
The days are bright and filled with pain Enclose me in your gentle rain The time you ran was too insane Well meet again, well meet again
Oh tell me where your freedom lies The streets are fields that never die Deliver me from reasons why Youd rather cry, Id rather fly
The crystal ship is being filled A thousand girls, a thousand thrills A million ways to spend your time When we get back, Ill drop a line
   Ghost song
Awake. Shake dreams from your hair my pretty child, my sweet one. Choose the day and choose the sign of your day the day's divinity First thing you see.
A vast radiant beach and cooled jeweled moon Couples naked race down by it's quiet side And we laugh like soft, mad children Smug in the wooly cotton brains of infancy The music and voices are all around us.
Choose they croon the Ancient Ones the time has come again choose now, they croon beneath the moon beside an ancient lake
Enter again the sweet forest Enter the hot dream Come with us everything is broken up and dances.
Indians scattered, On dawn's highway bleeding Ghosts crowd the young child’s, Fragile eggshell mind
We have assembled inside, This ancient and insane theater To propagate our lust for life, And flee the swarming wisdom of the streets.
The barns have stormed The windows kept, And only one of all the rest To dance and save us From the divine mockery of words, Music inflames temperament.
Ooh great creator of being Grant us one more hour, To perform our art And perfect our lives.
We need great golden copulations,
When the true kings murderers Are allowed to roam free, A thousand magicians arise in the land Where are the feast we are promised?
One more thing
Thank you oh lord For the white blind light Thank you oh lord For the white blind light
A city rises from the sea I had a splitting headache From which the future's made
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Enjoy the silence...
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Words like violence Break the silence Come crashing in Into my little world Painful to me Pierce right through me Cant you understand Oh my little girl
All I ever wanted All I ever needed Is here in my arms Words are very unnecessary They can only do harm
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Vows are spoken To be broken Feelings are intense Words are trivial Pleasures remain So does the pain Words are meaningless And forgettable
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Over many a quaint and curious volume of forgotten lore, While I nodded, nearly napping, suddenly there came a tapping,
As of some one gently rapping, rapping at my chamber door.
"'Tis some visitor," I muttered, "tapping at my chamber door-
Only this, and nothing more."
Ah, distinctly I remember it was in the bleak December,
And each separate dying ember wrought its ghost upon the floor.
Eagerly I wished the morrow;- vainly I had sought to borrow
From my books surcease of sorrow- sorrow for the lost Lenore-
For the rare and radiant maiden whom the angels name Lenore-
Nameless here for evermore.
And the silken sad uncertain rustling of each purple curtain
Thrilled me- filled me with fantastic terrors never felt before;
So that now, to still the beating of my heart, I stood repeating,
"'Tis some visitor entreating entrance at my chamber door-
Some late visitor entreating entrance at my chamber door;-
This it is, and nothing more."
Presently my soul grew stronger; hesitating then no longer,
"Sir," said I, "or Madam, truly your forgiveness I implore;
But the fact is I was napping, and so gently you came rapping,
And so faintly you came tapping, tapping at my chamber door,
That I scarce was sure I heard you"- here I opened wide the door;-
Darkness there, and nothing more.
Deep into that darkness peering, long I stood there wondering, fearing,
Doubting, dreaming dreams no mortals ever dared to dream before;
But the silence was unbroken, and the stillness gave no token,
And the only word there spoken was the whispered word, "Lenore!"
This I whispered, and an echo murmured back the word, "Lenore!"-
Merely this, and nothing more.
Back into the chamber turning, all my soul within me burning,
Soon again I heard a tapping somewhat louder than before.
"Surely," said I, "surely that is something at my window lattice:
Let me see, then, what thereat is, and this mystery explore-
Let my heart be still a moment and this mystery explore;-
'Tis the wind and nothing more."
Open here I flung the shutter, when, with many a flirt and flutter,
In there stepped a stately raven of the saintly days of yore;
Not the least obeisance made he; not a minute stopped or stayed he;
But, with mien of lord or lady, perched above my chamber door-
Perched upon a bust of Pallas just above my chamber door-
Perched, and sat, and nothing more.
Then this ebony bird beguiling my sad fancy into smiling,
By the grave and stern decorum of the countenance it wore.
"Though thy crest be shorn and shaven, thou," I said, "art sure no craven,
Ghastly grim and ancient raven wandering from the Nightly shore-
Tell me what thy lordly name is on the Night's Plutonian shore!"
Quoth the Raven, "Nevermore."
Much I marvelled this ungainly fowl to hear discourse so plainly,
Though its answer little meaning- little relevancy bore;
For we cannot help agreeing that no living human being
Ever yet was blest with seeing bird above his chamber door-
Bird or beast upon the sculptured bust above his chamber door,
With such name as "Nevermore."
But the raven, sitting lonely on the placid bust, spoke only
That one word, as if his soul in that one word he did outpour.
Nothing further then he uttered- not a feather then he fluttered-
Till I scarcely more than muttered, "other friends have flown before-
On the morrow he will leave me, as my hopes have flown before."
Then the bird said, "Nevermore."
Startled at the stillness broken by reply so aptly spoken,
"Doubtless," said I, "what it utters is its only stock and store,
Caught from some unhappy master whom unmerciful Disaster
Followed fast and followed faster till his songs one burden bore-
Till the dirges of his Hope that melancholy burden bore
Of 'Never- nevermore'."
But the Raven still beguiling all my fancy into smiling,
Straight I wheeled a cushioned seat in front of bird, and bust and door;
Then upon the velvet sinking, I betook myself to linking
Fancy unto fancy, thinking what this ominous bird of yore-
What this grim, ungainly, ghastly, gaunt and ominous bird of yore
Meant in croaking "Nevermore."
This I sat engaged in guessing, but no syllable expressing
To the fowl whose fiery eyes now burned into my bosom's core;
This and more I sat divining, with my head at ease reclining
On the cushion's velvet lining that the lamplight gloated o'er,
But whose velvet violet lining with the lamplight gloating o'er,
She shall press, ah, nevermore!
Then methought the air grew denser, perfumed from an unseen censer
Swung by Seraphim whose footfalls tinkled on the tufted floor.
"Wretch," I cried, "thy God hath lent thee- by these angels he hath sent thee
Respite- respite and nepenthe, from thy memories of Lenore!
Quaff, oh quaff this kind nepenthe and forget this lost Lenore!"
Quoth the Raven, "Nevermore."
"Prophet!" said I, "thing of evil!- prophet still, if bird or devil!-
Whether Tempter sent, or whether tempest tossed thee here ashore,
Desolate yet all undaunted, on this desert land enchanted-
On this home by horror haunted- tell me truly, I implore-
Is there- is there balm in Gilead?- tell me- tell me, I implore!"
Quoth the Raven, "Nevermore."
"Prophet!" said I, "thing of evil- prophet still, if bird or devil!
By that Heaven that bends above us- by that God we both adore-
Tell this soul with sorrow laden if, within the distant Aidenn,
It shall clasp a sainted maiden whom the angels name Lenore-
Clasp a rare and radiant maiden whom the angels name Lenore."
Quoth the Raven, "Nevermore."
"Be that word our sign in parting, bird or fiend," I shrieked, upstarting-
"Get thee back into the tempest and the Night's Plutonian shore!
Leave no black plume as a token of that lie thy soul hath spoken!
Leave my loneliness unbroken!- quit the bust above my door!
Take thy beak from out my heart, and take thy form from off my door!"
Quoth the Raven, "Nevermore."
And the Raven, never flitting, still is sitting, still is sitting
On the pallid bust of Pallas just above my chamber door;
And his eyes have all the seeming of a demon's that is dreaming,
And the lamplight o'er him streaming throws his shadow on the floor;
And my soul from out that shadow that lies floating on the floor
Shall be lifted- nevermore! |
In visions of the dark night
I have dreamed of joy departed-
But a waking dream of life and light
Hath left me broken-hearted.
Ah! what is not a dream by day
To him whose eyes are cast
On things around him with a ray
Turned back upon the past?
That holy dream- that holy dream,
While all the world were chiding,
Hath cheered me as a lovely beam
A lonely spirit guiding.
What though that light, thro' storm and night,
So trembled from afar-
What could there be more purely bright
In Truth's day-star?| | It was many and many a year ago, In a kingdom by the sea, That a maiden there lived whom you may know By the name of Annabel Lee; And this maiden she lived with no other thought Than to love and be loved by me. I was a child and she was a child, In this kingdom by the sea, But we loved with a love that was more than love, I and my Annabel Lee; With a love that the winged seraphs of heaven Coveted her and me. And this was the reason that, long ago, In this kingdom by the sea, A wind blew out of a cloud, chilling My beautiful Annabel Lee; So that her highborn kinsmen came And bore her away from me, To shut her up in a sepulche In this kingdom by the sea. The angels, not half so happy in heaven, Went envying her and me; Yes, that was the reason (as all men know, In this kingdom by the sea) That the wind came out of the cloud by night, Chilling and killing my Annabel Lee. But our love it was stronger by far than the love Of those who were older than we, Of many far wiser than we; And neither the angels in heaven above, Nor the demons down under the sea, Can ever dissever my soul from the soul Of the beautiful Annabel Lee For the moon never beams, without bringing me dreams Of the beautiful Annabel Lee; And the stars never rise, but I feel the bright eyes Of the beautiful Annabel Lee; And so, all the night-tide, I lie down by the side Of my darling, — my darling, — my life and my bride, In her sepulchre there by the sea, In her tomb by the sounding sea. Edgar Allan Poe
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Is this everything now, the quick delusions of flowers, And the down colors of the bright summer meadow, The soft blue spread of heaven, the bees' song, Is this everything only a god's Groaning dream, The cry of unconscious powers for deliverance? The distant line of the mountain, That beautifully and courageously rests in the blue, Is this too only a convulsion, Only the wild strain of fermenting nature, Only grief, only agony, only meaningless fumbling, Never resting, never a blessed movement? No! Leave me alone, you impure dream Of the world in suffering! The dance of tiny insects cradles you in an evening radiance, The bird's cry cradles you, A breath of wind cools my forehead With consolation. Leave me alone, you unendurably old human grief! Let it all be pain. Let it all be suffering, let it be wretched- But not this one sweet hour in the summer, And not the fragrance of the red clover, And not the deep tender pleasure In my soul.
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You are standing--maybe--and seeing the sickle moon Move in a small arc over the forests And bivouac fire, red in the black valley. You are lying--maybe--in a straw field and sleeping And dew falls cold on your forehead and battle jacket.
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How long, how long will I slide Separate my side; I don't, I don't believe it's bad Slittin' my throat it's all I ever...
I heard your voice through a photograph I thought it up; it brought up the past Once you know you can never go back I've got to take it on the otherside
Centuries are what it meant to me A cemetery where I marry the sea Stranger things could never change my mind I gotta take it on the otherside Take it on the otherside Take it on Take it on
How long, how long will I slide Separate my side; I don't, I don't believe it's bad Slittin my throat it's all I ever...
Pour my life into a paper cup The ashtray's full and I'm spillin' my guts She wants to know am I still a slut I've got to take it on the otherside
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A scarlet starlet and she's in my bed A candidate for my soul mate bled I push the trigger and I pull the thread I've got to take it on the otherside Take it on the otherside Take it on Take it on
How long, how long will I slide Separate my side; I don't, I don't believe it's bad Slittin' my throat it's all I ever...
Turn me on, take me for a hard ride Burn me out, leave me on the otherside I yell and tell it that It's not my friend I tear it down, I tear it down And then it's born again
How long, how long will I slide Separate my side; I don't, I don't believe it's bad Slittin' my throat it's all I ever had (how long) I don't, I don't believe it's fair Slittin' my throat it's all I ever...
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Just a perfect day drink Sangria in the park And then later when it gets dark, we go home
Just a perfect day feed animals in the zoo Then later a movie, too, and then home
Oh, it's such a perfect day I'm glad I spend it with you Oh, such a perfect day You just keep me hanging on You just keep me hanging on
Just a perfect day problems all left alone Weekenders on our own it's such fun
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Just a perfect day you made me forget myself I thought I was someone else, someone good
Oh, it's such a perfect day I'm glad I spent it with you Oh, such a perfect day You just keep me hanging on You just keep me hanging on
You're going to reap just what you sow You're going to reap just what you sow You're going to reap just what you sow You're going to reap just what you sow |
June 03
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I had a dream, which was not all a dream. The bright sun was extinguished, and the stars Did wander darkling in the eternal space, Rayless, and pathless, and the icy earth Swung blind and blackening in the moonless air; Morn came and went -and came, and brought no day, And men forgot their passions in the dread Of this their desolation; and all hearts Were chilled into a selfish prayer for light; And they did live by watchfires -and the thrones, The palaces of crowned kings -the huts, The habitations of all things which dwell, Were burnt for beacons; cities were consumed, And men were gathered round their blazing homes To look once more into each other's face; Happy were those which dwelt within the eye Of the volcanoes, and their mountain-torch; A fearful hope was all the world contained; Forests were set on fire -but hour by hour They fell and faded -and the crackling trunks Extinguished with a crash -and all was black. The brows of men by the despairing light Wore an unearthly aspect, as by fits The flashes fell upon them: some lay down And hid their eyes and wept; and some did rest Their chins upon their clenched hands, and smiled; And others hurried to and fro, and fed Their funeral piles with fuel, and looked up With mad disquietude on the dull sky, The pall of a past world; and then again With curses cast them down upon the dust, And gnashed their teeth and howled; the wild birds shrieked, And, terrified, did flutter on the ground, And flap their useless wings; the wildest brutes Came tame and tremulous; and vipers crawled And twined themselves among the multitude, Hissing, but stingless -they were slain for food; And War, which for a moment was no more, Did glut himself again; -a meal was bought With blood, and each sate sullenly apart Gorging himself in gloom: no love was left; All earth was but one thought -and that was death, Immediate and inglorious; and the pang Of famine fed upon all entrails -men Died, and their bones were tombless as their flesh; The meagre by the meagre were devoured, Even dogs assailed their masters, all save one, And he was faithful to a corse, and kept The birds and beasts and famished men at bay, Till hunger clung them, or the drooping dead Lured their lank jaws; himself sought out no food, But with a piteous and perpetual moan, And a quick desolate cry, licking the hand Which answered not with a caress -he died. The crowd was famished by degrees; but two Of an enormous city did survive, And they were enemies: they met beside The dying embers of an altar-place Where had been heaped a mass of holy things For an unholy usage: they raked up, And shivering scraped with their cold skeleton hands The feeble ashes, and their feeble breath Blew for a little life, and made a flame Which was a mockery; then they lifted up Their eyes as it grew lighter, and beheld Each other's aspects -saw, and shrieked, and died - Even of their mutual hideousness they died, Unknowing who he was upon whose brow Famine had written Fiend. The world was void, The populous and the powerful was a lump, Seasonless, herbless, treeless, manless, lifeless - A lump of death -a chaos of hard clay. The rivers, lakes, and ocean all stood still, And nothing stirred within their silent depths; Ships sailorless lay rotting on the sea, And their masts fell down piecemeal; as they dropped They slept on the abyss without a surge - The waves were dead; the tides were in their grave, The Moon, their mistress, had expired before; The winds were withered in the stagnant air, And the clouds perished! Darkness had no need Of aid from them -She was the Universe!
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Soltitude
To sit on rocks, to muse o'er flood and fell, To slowly trace the forest's shady scene, Where things that own not man's dominion dwell, And mortal foot hath ne'er or rarely been; To climb the trackless mountain all unseen, With the wild flock that never needs a fold; Alone o'er steeps and foaming falls to lean; This is not solitude, 'tis but to hold Converse with Nature's charms, and view her stores unrolled.
But midst the crowd, the hurry, the shock of men, To hear, to see, to feel and to possess, And roam alone, the world's tired denizen, With none who bless us, none whom we can bless; Minions of splendour shrinking from distress! None that, with kindred consciousness endued, If we were not, would seem to smile the less Of all the flattered, followed, sought and sued; This is to be alone; this, this is solitude!
| | April 29 The wondrous moment of our meeting . . . I well remember you appear Before me like a vision fleeting, A beauty's angel pure and clear. In hopeless ennui surrounding The worldly bustle, to my ear For long your tender voice kept sounding, For long in dreams came features dear. Time passed. Unruly storms confounded Old dreams, and I from year to year Forgot how tender you had sounded, Your heavenly features once so dear. My backwoods days dragged slow and quiet Dull fence around, dark vault above Devoid of God and uninspired, Devoid of tears, of fire, of love. Sleep from my soul began retreating, And here you once again appear Before me like a vision fleeting, A beauty's angel pure and clear. In ecstasy the heart is beating, Old joys for it anew revive; Inspired and God-filled, it is greeting The fire, and tears, and love alive .

I just recall this wondrous instant: You have arrived before my face -- A vision, fleeting in a distance, A spirit of the pure grace. In pine of sorrow unfair, In worldly harassment and noise I dreamed of your beloved air And heard your quiet, gentle voice. Years passed. The tempests' rebel senders Have scattered this delightful dream, And I forgot this sound tender And how heavenly you seemed. In gloomy dark of isolation, My days were gradually moved, Without faith and inspiration, Without tears, life, and love. My soul awoke with decision: And you again came as a blest, Like an enchanting fleeting vision, A spirit of the pure grace. My heart beats on in resurrection -- It has again for what to strive: Divinity and inspiration, Life, tears, and eternal love.

My voice that is for you the languid one, and gentle, Disturbs the velvet of the dark night's mantle, By my bedside, a candle, my sad guard, Burns, and my poems ripple and merge in flood -- And run the streams of love, run, full of you alone, And in the dark, your eyes shine like the precious stones, And smile to me, and hear I the voice: My friend, my sweetest friend... I love... I'm yours... I'm yours!
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April 27 A saint's damnation
- You buy my spirit with those shameless eyes
- That burn my soul, you loose the torrent stream
- Of my desire, you make my lips your prize,
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- And on them burns the whole life's hope: you deem
- You buy a heart; but I am well aware
- How my damnation dwells in that supreme
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- Passion to feel upon your shoulders bare,
- And pass the dewy twilight of our sin
- In the intolerable flames of hair
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- That clothe my body from your head; you win
- The devil's bargain; I am yours to kill,
- Yours, for one kiss; my spirit for your skin!
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- O bitter love, consuming all my will!
- O love destroying, that hast drained my life
- Of all those fountains of dear blood that fill
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- My heart! O woman, would I call you wife?
- Would I content you with one touch divine
- To flood your spirit with the clinging strife
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- Of perfect passionate joy, the joy of wine,
- The drunkenness of extreme pleasure, filled
- From sin's amazing cup. Oh, mine, mine, mine,
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- Mine, if your kisses maddened me or killed,
- Mine, at the price of my damnation deep,
- Mine, if you will, as once your glances willed!
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- Take me, or break me, slay or soothe to sleep,
- If only yours one hour, one perfect hour,
- Remembrance and despair and hope to steep.
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- In the infernal potion of that flower,
- My poisonous passion for your blood! Behold!
- How utterly I yield, how gladly dower
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- Our sin with my own spirit's quenched gold,
- Clothe love with my own soul's immortal power,
- Give thee my body as a fire to hold--
- O love, no words, no songs--your breast my bower!


At Sea As night hath stars, more rare than ships In ocean, faint from pole to pole, So all the wonder of her lips Hints her innavigable soul.
Such lights she gives as guide my bark; But I am swallowed in the swell Of her heart's ocean, sagely dark, That holds my heaven and holds my hell.
In her I live, a mote minute Dancing a moment in the sun: In her I die, a sterile shoot Of nightshade in oblivion.
In her my elf dissolves, a grain Of salt cast careless in the sea; My passion purifies my pain To peace past personality.
Love of my life, God grant the years Confirm the chrism - rose to rood! Anointing loves, asperging tears In sanctifying solitude!
Man is so infinitely small In all these stars, determinate. Maker and moulder of them all, Man is so infinitely great! |
April 19 Song in the Garden of the House of God (from the Navajo corn-planting ritual) Truly in the east The white bean And the great corn plant Are tied with the white lightning. Listen! rain approaches! The voice of the bluebird is heard. Truly in the east The white bean And the great squash Are tied with the rainbow. Listen! rain approaches! The voice of the bluebird is heard.
From the top of the great corn-plant the water gurgles, I hear it; Around the roots the water foams, I hear it; Around the roots of the plants it foams, I hear it; From their tops the water foams, I hear it. The corn grows up. The waters of the dark clouds drop, drop. The rain descends. The waters from the corn leaves drop, drop. The rain descends. The waters from the plants drop, drop. The corn grows up. The waters of the dark mists drop, drop. Shall I cull this fruit of the great corn-plant? Shall you break it? Shall I break it? Shall I break it? Shall you break it? Shall I? Shall you? Shall I cull this fruit of the great squash vine? Shall you pick it up? shall I pick it up? Shall I pick it up? Shall you pick it up? Shall I? Shall you?
Prayer (from the Navajo healing ceremony called Night Chant) Tségihi, House made of dawn. House made of evening light. House made of the dark cloud. House made of male rain. House made of dark mist. House made of female rain. House made of pollen. House made of grasshoppers. Dark cloud is at the door. The trail out of it is dark cloud. The zigzag lightning stands high upon it. Male deity! Your offering I make. I have prepared a smoke for you. Restore my feet for me. Restore my legs for me. Restore my body for me. Restore my mind for me. This very day take out your spell for me. Your spell remove for me. You have taken it away for me. Far off it has gone. Happily I recover. Happily my interior becomes cool. Happily I go forth. My interior feeling cool, may I walk. No longer sore, may I walk. Impervious to pain, may I walk. With lively feeling may I walk. As it used to be long ago, may I walk. Happily may I walk. Happily, with abundant dark clouds, may I walk. Happily, with abundant showers, may I walk. Happily, with abundant plants, may I walk. Happily, on a trail of pollen, may I walk. Happily may I walk. Being as it used to be long ago, may I walk. May it be beautiful before me May it be beautiful behind me. May it be beautiful below me. May it be beautiful above me. With it be beautiful all around me. In beauty it is finished.
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April 13 Behind me dips Eternity
 Behind Me -- dips Eternity -- Before Me -- Immortality -- Myself -- the Term between -- Death but the Drift of Eastern Gray, Dissolving into Dawn away, Before the West begin --'Tis Kingdoms -- afterward -- they say -- In perfect -- pauseless Monarchy -- Whose Prince -- is Son of None -- Himself -- His Dateless Dynasty -- Himself -- Himself diversify -- In Duplicate divine -- 'Tis Miracle before Me -- then -- 'Tis Miracle behind -- between -- A Crescent in the Sea -- With Midnight to the North of Her -- And Midnight to the South of Her -- And Maelstrom -- in the Sky -- Wild Nights
 Wild nights! Wild nights! Were I with thee, Wild nights should be Our luxury!Futile the winds To a heart in port, Done with the compass, Done with the chart. Rowing in Eden! Ah! the sea! Might I but moor To-night in thee! Dare You See A Soul
 Dare you see a Soul at the White Heat? Then crouch within the door -- Red -- is the Fire's common tint -- But when the vivid Ore Has vanquished Flame's conditions, It quivers from the Forge Without a color, but the light Of unanointed Blaze. Least Village has its Blacksmith Whose Anvil's even ring Stands symbol for the finer Forge That soundless tugs -- within -- Refining these impatient Ores With Hammer, and with Blaze Until the Designated Light Repudiate the Forge -
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