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    June 30

    Herman Hesse

     
       Lying In Grass


    Is this everything now, the quick delusions of flowers,
    And the down colors of the bright summer meadow,
    The soft blue spread of heaven, the bees' song,
    Is this everything only a god's
    Groaning dream,
    The cry of unconscious powers for deliverance?
    The distant line of the mountain,
    That beautifully and courageously rests in the blue,
    Is this too only a convulsion,
    Only the wild strain of fermenting nature,
    Only grief, only agony, only meaningless fumbling,
    Never resting, never a blessed movement?
    No! Leave me alone, you impure dream
    Of the world in suffering!
    The dance of tiny insects cradles you in an evening radiance,
    The bird's cry cradles you,
    A breath of wind cools my forehead
    With consolation.
    Leave me alone, you unendurably old human grief!
    Let it all be pain.
    Let it all be suffering, let it be wretched-
    But not this one sweet hour in the summer,
    And not the fragrance of the red clover,
    And not the deep tender pleasure
    In my soul.

     

     

      * * * * *

       Thinking Of A Friend At Night
     


      In this evil year, autumn comes early...
    I walk by night in the field, alone, the rain clatters,
    The wind on my hat...And you? And you, my friend?

    You are standing--maybe--and seeing the sickle moon
    Move in a small arc over the forests
    And bivouac fire, red in the black valley.
    You are lying--maybe--in a straw field and sleeping
    And dew falls cold on your forehead and battle jacket.

    It's possible tonight you're on horseback,
    The farthest outpost, peering along, with a gun in your fist,
    Smiling, whispering, to your exhausted horse.
     
    June 29

    Red hot chilli peppers - Otherside


    How long, how long will I slide
    Separate my side; I don't,
    I don't believe it's bad
    Slittin' my throat
    it's all I ever...

    I heard your voice through a photograph
    I thought it up; it brought up the past
    Once you know you can never go back
    I've got to take it on the otherside

    Centuries are what it meant to me
    A cemetery where I marry the sea
    Stranger things could never change my mind
    I gotta take it on the otherside
    Take it on the otherside
    Take it on
    Take it on

    How long, how long will I slide
    Separate my side; I don't,
    I don't believe it's bad
    Slittin my throat
    it's all I ever...

    Pour my life into a paper cup
    The ashtray's full and I'm spillin' my guts
    She wants to know am I still a slut
    I've got to take it on the otherside

     

    A scarlet starlet and she's in my bed
    A candidate for my soul mate bled
    I push the trigger and I pull the thread
    I've got to take it on the otherside
    Take it on the otherside
    Take it on
    Take it on

    How long, how long will I slide
    Separate my side; I don't,
    I don't believe it's bad
    Slittin' my throat
    it's all I ever...

    Turn me on, take me for a hard ride
    Burn me out, leave me on the otherside
    I yell and tell it that It's not my friend
    I tear it down, I tear it down
    And then it's born again

    How long, how long will I slide
    Separate my side; I don't,
    I don't believe it's bad
    Slittin' my throat
    it's all I ever had (how long)
    I don't,
    I don't believe it's fair
    Slittin' my throat
    it's all I ever...

     

    June 22

    Lou Reed - Perfect day


    Just a perfect day
    drink Sangria in the park
    And then later
    when it gets dark, we go home

    Just a perfect day
    feed animals in the zoo
    Then later
    a movie, too, and then home

    Oh, it's such a perfect day
    I'm glad I spend it with you
    Oh, such a perfect day
    You just keep me hanging on
    You just keep me hanging on

    Just a perfect day
    problems all left alone
    Weekenders on our own
    it's such fun



    Just a perfect day
    you made me forget myself
    I thought I was
    someone else, someone good


    Oh, it's such a perfect day
    I'm glad I spent it with you
    Oh, such a perfect day
    You just keep me hanging on
    You just keep me hanging on

    You're going to reap just what you sow
    You're going to reap just what you sow
    You're going to reap just what you sow
    You're going to reap just what you sow

      
    June 03

    Lord George Gordon Byron

     
    Darkness


    I had a dream, which was not all a dream.
    The bright sun was extinguished, and the stars
    Did wander darkling in the eternal space,
    Rayless, and pathless, and the icy earth
    Swung blind and blackening in the moonless air;
    Morn came and went -and came, and brought no day,
    And men forgot their passions in the dread
    Of this their desolation; and all hearts
    Were chilled into a selfish prayer for light;
    And they did live by watchfires -and the thrones,
    The palaces of crowned kings -the huts,
    The habitations of all things which dwell,
    Were burnt for beacons; cities were consumed,
    And men were gathered round their blazing homes
    To look once more into each other's face;
    Happy were those which dwelt within the eye
    Of the volcanoes, and their mountain-torch;
    A fearful hope was all the world contained;
    Forests were set on fire -but hour by hour
    They fell and faded -and the crackling trunks
    Extinguished with a crash -and all was black.
    The brows of men by the despairing light
    Wore an unearthly aspect, as by fits
    The flashes fell upon them: some lay down
    And hid their eyes and wept; and some did rest
    Their chins upon their clenched hands, and smiled;
    And others hurried to and fro, and fed
    Their funeral piles with fuel, and looked up
    With mad disquietude on the dull sky,
    The pall of a past world; and then again
    With curses cast them down upon the dust,
    And gnashed their teeth and howled; the wild birds shrieked,
    And, terrified, did flutter on the ground,
    And flap their useless wings; the wildest brutes
    Came tame and tremulous; and vipers crawled
    And twined themselves among the multitude,
    Hissing, but stingless -they were slain for food;
    And War, which for a moment was no more,
    Did glut himself again; -a meal was bought
    With blood, and each sate sullenly apart
    Gorging himself in gloom: no love was left;
    All earth was but one thought -and that was death,
    Immediate and inglorious; and the pang
    Of famine fed upon all entrails -men
    Died, and their bones were tombless as their flesh;
    The meagre by the meagre were devoured,
    Even dogs assailed their masters, all save one,
    And he was faithful to a corse, and kept
    The birds and beasts and famished men at bay,
    Till hunger clung them, or the drooping dead
    Lured their lank jaws; himself sought out no food,
    But with a piteous and perpetual moan,
    And a quick desolate cry, licking the hand
    Which answered not with a caress -he died.
    The crowd was famished by degrees; but two
    Of an enormous city did survive,
    And they were enemies: they met beside
    The dying embers of an altar-place
    Where had been heaped a mass of holy things
    For an unholy usage: they raked up,
    And shivering scraped with their cold skeleton hands
    The feeble ashes, and their feeble breath
    Blew for a little life, and made a flame
    Which was a mockery; then they lifted up
    Their eyes as it grew lighter, and beheld
    Each other's aspects -saw, and shrieked, and died -
    Even of their mutual hideousness they died,
    Unknowing who he was upon whose brow
    Famine had written Fiend. The world was void,
    The populous and the powerful was a lump,
    Seasonless, herbless, treeless, manless, lifeless -
    A lump of death -a chaos of hard clay.
    The rivers, lakes, and ocean all stood still,
    And nothing stirred within their silent depths;
    Ships sailorless lay rotting on the sea,
    And their masts fell down piecemeal; as they dropped
    They slept on the abyss without a surge -
    The waves were dead; the tides were in their grave,
    The Moon, their mistress, had expired before;
    The winds were withered in the stagnant air,
    And the clouds perished! Darkness had no need
    Of aid from them -She was the Universe!
     
     
    * * * * *
     Soltitude
     
     
    To sit on rocks, to muse o'er flood and fell,
    To slowly trace the forest's shady scene,
    Where things that own not man's dominion dwell,
    And mortal foot hath ne'er or rarely been;
    To climb the trackless mountain all unseen,
    With the wild flock that never needs a fold;
    Alone o'er steeps and foaming falls to lean;
    This is not solitude, 'tis but to hold
    Converse with Nature's charms, and view her stores unrolled.
    But midst the crowd, the hurry, the shock of men,
    To hear, to see, to feel and to possess,
    And roam alone, the world's tired denizen,
    With none who bless us, none whom we can bless;
    Minions of splendour shrinking from distress!
    None that, with kindred consciousness endued,
    If we were not, would seem to smile the less
    Of all the flattered, followed, sought and sued;
    This is to be alone; this, this is solitude!